wow, i deleted all my old journals.
so im posting a new one.


well to update everyone i guess..


i dropped out in january i think. and im getting my GED.
i started seeing someone who seems perfect but has tore me down to my core.
i have no friends besides the internet and family. its quite sad.
i had a close friend call my house thinking i had died.
i wonder how many others think that?

but i mean its nice not having friends for one reason, and thats not having to deal with any drama.

even though ive caused alot of drama. i know my place now.
ive stopped lying. completely stopped.
i relized it brought to much pain finally.
but by the time i relized that, it was too late.
anyways, ive just been looking for work and making things.
in the process of making a pikachu hat, and have been playing with sculpey clay and acrylics.
other than that, ive been kind of drawing. just pokemon stuff though.
i guess you can say im kinda obsessed with pokemon now??

hmmm.

i want to get out. walk through the woods. but i feel trapt.

i just need a friend i guess.
because i really have none.

but thats my fault of course.